Ever since I have got my work permit I have been applying for jobs but it seems I am not the one that employers are looking for. Maybe I don't have the necessary experience or maybe they need someone who can be vetted. Don't know why, but I feel frustrated. Each time I apply for a job, I build castles in the air. Thinking how I can earn myself, how I can be independent and sorts. God gave us this life to live and not to squander it. Living on someone else's earnings is not living at all but parasitism.
I don't know what God wants me to do. Stretched before me is no road but uncertainty and the unknown.
Today is Good Friday and I have implored from my hearts depth for giving me a job or lead me down a path where I can fend for my family.
