Saturday 13 August 2011

Dreamworld

This dream was so emotional for me. At the same time, I enjoyed it to the last moment. Its one of those dreams, from which you wished you never woke up. It's about my friend, Shaina. I write this with a speck of tears in my eyes (Yeah..call me being soft and timid). I believe she has been a truly amazing friend. She may not have done anything stupendous for me, but does that matter for nurturing a great friendship? It's just the fact that she was with me all the time in college.
Well, in this dream..as in reality, she walks towards the bus. I recollect she was wearing denims with a white tee and a black unbuttoned cardigan on top of it. Cardigans are a must for her, without which her dressing feels incomplete. As always, she sits besides me at the rear of the bus. It seemed ages since I saw her last time.  I could feel happiness brewing inside me. Put simply, it was awesome. Somehow I realized all this emotions could end up in tears, so i sat numb. But then she broke the silence, out of nowhere she said her husband loathes me (no offense). I can see from her face, that she wasn't happy about it. (Now I don't know why)..She asked me to apologies (but for what?). I replied by saying,i always say sorry to you whenever I feel somethings not right between us and when there's lil feuds. When i said all these her cute lil eyes where watery. Joy overwhelmed me seeing that. I felt crushed by those tears, and I had no choice but to succumb to it. My eyes started to pour. Being the eldest one in the bus,I couldn't cry..lol..I hid my face facing downwards, resting my forehead on the seat in front. Shaina  seeing this..tried to taunt me, although not cruel but friendly. She made all the other bus mates look unto me and I felt soo embarrassed.

Well that was it...I miss her..hmmm..its all right..