Saturday 28 June 2008

Break?!

I wanted to write,but I always forget about this.On 16th(night time) I texted John asking how did Addie on her exams.He told me she was a "Happy Girl".I asked him what grades she got,but he said, he will rather let her tell me herself when she comes home(on Wed).

Majella texted me asking whether I had all my assignments corrected in Drug Delivery.

I saw Addie online on 18th.She told me,she passed the year.She got four B's and one D.Thank you Lord,you heard our prayer.But she said its not that good,but personally I think she did a great job.



Tuesday 17 June 2008

Results are out...!!

Woke up @ 5:50 am.Saw the results @ 6:01 am.The results were really good,in fact it was the highest since I joined college.It was all because of my friends and God.Thank you Lord.I got four A and one B+.The GPA was 3.95 out of 4.I got B+ in drug delivery.My overall GPA for the whole year was 3.58

 

Safiya l8r texted me 2 say that she got two A,two B+ and one B.Her GPA was 3.73.Her overall GPA was 3.74.

I could not ask Addie about her results as she was not online.But @ 7:55pm,I asked John about her.He said she was a happy girl and she did very well.I was really happy 2 hear that.Thank You Lord Again.

Thank you Lord...Thank for being with me..even though I'm a sinner and don't deserve it.

Friday 6 June 2008

Mum is Sick....

In the afternoon went to the local library,to take some books.I took these books:Do You Want A Miracle by Willie Hughes,Miracles  by C.S.Lewis,Muhammad by Karen Armstrong,The Koran For Dummies by Sohaib Sultan.

I then came back to home after visiting one of my Aunties,and it was at this time my sister told me that my mother was admitted.I then thought about the books which was borrowed.Yes, I want a miracle.Coincidence you may say.But I don't know.

Mum was sick and had to be admitted in the hospital.She was having high blood pressure.I and my sister went to the hospital but only she was allowed to see her.She  then went to one of our nearby family friend's home.This was because she could bring our friend back to the hospital so that I could gain access to the hospital as she is a nurse. During this time I texted Safiya about my mother.And guess what she too was in the hospital.Her mother is sick too.Her mother had an operation and now after the operation she had acquired chest infection.Coincidence you may say.But I don't know.I then went to her and we started chatting .She told me that she was really busy after the exams, and she is now worried about her mother.She said,for the last 3 days,she has been in the Hospital minding her mother.I then asked her why she came to see me,that she should be with her mother right now.She told me she was pregnant,and she can't visit her mother because of "Radiation".Again coincidence,(I can't visit mine,neither can't she visit her mother )or is it?I still don't know.I didn't know what to say to her when she told me she was pregnant.I had both joy and sadness.Joy, because she is pregnant,sad because,maybe she won't come to college again.Well,it's God's wish and nothing can stop it.I knew it long before that, I had to separate from her some day or the other.She is my only friend that loves and cares for me.So naturally I will feel sad.But I won't "cry"(in my heart),because God is doing this(may be to make me stronger).I know I should not depend on her.I will try my best not to think about her.Its hard,but I will try.

While we were talking,Safiya had a phone call and so she was attending it.After about 10 minutes,my sister came along with our family friend.I introduced my sister to Safiya.And then off we(excluding Safiya) went to see my mother.

I saw my mother.She was resting on the hospital bed .But she was fine.There was nothing to fear about.Thank God.

I then texted Safiya, congratulating her for being pregnant.I told her,she should not come to college and should stay home.But she replied that she will study along side her baby..haa! I told her that it will be very difficult and she that she is not strong.But then she told she will come to college.I replied to her that,she is like a "Butterfly".(Well..for me a butterfly is a beautiful creature.It shows its beauty to others and then dies days later.Safiya is like that,she shows her love and care and does not care on her destiny...or is it?).I told her that I will be always there to help her and to "receive her with open arms".God take care of her and her family.

I gave my mobile to mummy.