It's hard to smile when times are tough. But a smile can really make a difference. At times when I'm alone or think of the state things are, my thoughts invariably goes up heaven. I converse with God, ask him questions, blames Him, thanks Him. He never replies...at least in physical sense. Complete quietness. Back to square one.
But then, there are times when you begin to "doubt" when something happens exactly the way you want or wish. Did God just answered your prayer? I lacked faith and I started asking for just that. God has been teaching me patiently what it means to be faithful. And it definitely makes me smile.
I am now like "Why is God answering my prayers every time?" And that too sometimes in less than a minute!
My friends doubt me saying that I knew something is gonna happen the way I want and ONLY THEN I claim that God just answered my prayer. It ain't that way. I have been learning that when you pray...in the end of each prayer, each request, always add "If its your will Lord".
I know its difficult to believe for others. But He is for sure teaching me. I smile :)
