Farewell to you my friends

I always had this feeling, to thank my friends in some occasion or something, for all that they have done for me. for the pep talks they gave me, for the patience they had to keep up with me, for all those walks together in the campus, for everything.
Although I'm an introvert, I just gave a small speech for my friends..hehe. I never imagined my name to be called for a speech. But there you go, I was called and I had to say something. I felt like Colin Firth in the movie The King's Speech. For a good 6 seconds or something, I stood there at the center stage..totally numb!! I felt like I was speech impaired. Words were in my mind, but as soon it appeared down in my throat, some unseen force was fighting it,  winning and sending it into limbo each time. My lips moved, but no sound from it.
But then, I don't know how..I started talking. It's not pleasant  to hear my voice, its a bit coarse , a bit cracky and most of the time its gibberish. So just imagine, when it would be resounded through all those high output loudspeakers.
I totally dread giving speeches. Nevertheless it was a nice experience.

I enjoyed the whole party, the venue itself (Ramee Royal), good food, there was music all the time.

A Mother's Love

Aren't mothers awesome! I believe that no matter how grown up a person can get, a mother can always bring out the child in you. She has her own ways of knowing  you, even though you yourself have never realised it. She knows exactly what's better and what's not better for us. How does she do it? And then, there is no question of being getting tired. She will only get tired after she has done everything for me.How is this possible?..isn't Love great to be felt in this way?

What's with pink?? ..and so on..

I don't understand why pink is synonymous with "girly"!! I like the colour pink and purple. Does that make me a girl? Im not being a sexist here, but looks like society is smug about it. My female friends tease me (although im not offended in any way)  when I suggest the colour of pink. What is in pink that's only reserved for the opposite gender?

And what's wrong in complimenting? Helloo girls..im being honest here. Gimme a break for once!..lol
Or did you take the possession  of the word "honesty" also? You say boys should keep their feelings inside, locked out from the world. What nonsense! Now, if I see a cool clutch or a purse or a bag for that matter that suits you or your appearance, what's wrong in saying "I like it"? Or should I rephrase and say "I like it on you!" Hmmm..

I personally reckon you girls have the notion in your head that you can read the minds of boys around you. That you even know the exact feeling he is going through. Is that so?

You say, a boy looks more manly if he involves in a physical fight. Well to me it looks like, we are merely circus animals entertaining you.

Its totally strange..i mean how girls think..its either that or there is something seriously wrong with my head..haa.
May be girls are complicated..and its better to leave it, the way it is rather than going mad yourself to understand their mind :)

But hey, I like the girls in my life.  Without them, I think my life would be boring. I mean, they are always there to support me :) They would listen to all the crap I say. They try to correct me when im wrong. They help me in my studies. The list goes on...thank you all.

Hi everyone! This will be the first post of this year.  I was kinda busy with studies and life and even though the thought of posting something whizzed through my mind several times , I din't bother :P

Ok,  as for the updates, here are a few:

1. I'm now into the last semester for my course
2. For the first time in my life, i'm abstaining meat for lent
3. I'm beginning to miss my friends in college, as i'm busy most of the days, so can't spend time with them
4. Snowfall was kinda severe this time in Ireland, which I heard from my mom ( wish i was there)
5. The thought of finishing my studies and so have to start looking for a job or something, sometimes makes me a bit apprehensive 

Hmmm....what else..Yeah, my heart goes to the people in Japan. It was shocking to see in the news how the waves obliterated  everything in its path!! 

That's it for now. Tc

Who is perfect?

This relates to my previous question asked by myself posted back in September. I asked if "God was the perfect being?"...And I got the answer from the Bible, from Jesus Himself :)
He says "Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect."- Matt 5:48

So does that mean we can be perfect? I think so. Otherwise why would He even bother saying that. Either its interpreted wrong or there is some truth in it. But we should ask ourselves, perfect in what? In what we do and what we say? In how we feel? Can we achieve it?


We humans are in this world living our lives. I know its quiet hard to survive. Maybe this would encourage someone or at least me :) to be "perfect".I'm constantly trying, but I fail miserably. I fall on my face. Maybe this is how its achieved. I don't know. But again I'm confused by it. What defines perfect? Who sets the benchmark?


Since the Bible says God is perfect. I can look at him and learn. But have I known God? or lets put it this way..How hard did I try to know God? The Bible teaches..that God is loving, caring, always there..that He gets angry, upset, disgusted etc..so I guess, all these should be in a perfect person.

These all seems so strange and difficult to comprehend for me...don't know why am I even thinking/reasoning this way..hehe

A helping hand extended :)

Yesterday seemed like a special day for me.I feel as if i had done something really worthwhile for someone.


I was free for the first two hours of my college.So I thought y not go outside..you know..have clean air..hear the birds chirping, as the weather here has now become quiet pleasant.


Yeah..back to the essence of this short story.I was sitting in a quiet place, when I happened to see a disabled person on a wheelchair.He was next to the taxi from which he came.I saw that the boot was open,so the driver must have carried him,and placed him on his wheelchair.


They were only like100 or less meters from me.A sandy space separated us.It was quiet deep at few places (deep for those two little wheels).The driver tried helping him by pushing.But as i saw,the wheelchair got stuck in the sand.He tried to help himself,but only the wheels rotated in between those sand as if it was reluctant to obey(you must have seen car tires gettin stuck and being revved up to get out).With a bit of help from the driver,he managed to get back to where he was initially.The taxi driver then left.


Since he was now on the road,it was easy for him to move on.But I don't know..I felt moved..I felt bad just lookin and not doin anything.I ran upto him and asked if he need help.He couldn't get onto the roadside pavement cos it was raised above the road surface.And he had no other choice,but to go forward..facing the oncoming traffic.So yeah,I helped him.He said he had an interview at 9 am.I looked at my watch and it said there's 5 minutes to 9.He asked me to speed up,and so I did.He thanked me, and i felt great!


I had to take him the long way,facing oncoming traffic through the road cos there's no way i think anyone can cross that sandy area with a wheelchair!!


He said sorry for taking my time.I replied saying i have no problems as I'm free for this hour anyways.


But it took time.It was 5minutes past 9 now..and I had to hurry.i dint know the building which he looked for..so we had to ask someone along the way.We entered and asked,only to know it was the last building!


Anyways,we found out.I took him to the lift.I told the fellow passengers to have an help him if he needed anythin.He said to me that I had already done too much and told me to its ok if i leave and i left.




This whole incident gave me a good feeling.The feeling that you made some one happy.


It may not be the greatest thing,but considering my shyness and my quiet behaviour,i felt i accomplished something.i don't know from where i got the courage.Normally,i don't lift my fingers for such things..even though i have the will.


It was a good start anyways..i don't know if ill ever help someone like this in the future.But ill try :)




I hope he did good in his interview.

I always wondered..isnt it ironical,that its when we loose someone (close or far) that we realise what that person meant for us.y is that?why can't we or atleast me,dont appreciate the value of someone who is with me?why do i tend to pick the folly and the wrong in others,than the good in them.After all,do a perfect ''somebody'' exist?if yes,how do they scale perfection?..looks?character?i personally believe no ones perfect.Is that right?So..is God the perfect ''being''?

Yesterday night was so beautiful..i havent seen so much stars at once ever in my life!..the sky was fillled with them.looked liked someone spilled it:)