God is good

How do you feel when what you have been praying for so long is within reach? What is that feeling anyways? You feel special. You feel loved. You want to tell the whole world but you are keeping it inside.

Well I'm going through such kind of situation. I'm a bit tensed up. A bit nervous.

Yesterday was Mother Mary's birthday and  I had asked a gift from her. And voila! a gift I received.  My mom spoke with Susan's mom. She seems interested, but I have to keep calm. Out of all the boys out there, why would she let me marry her daughter?
1) I'm jobless
2) I'm not even from the Knanaya community
3) I'm not abroad
4) She is even a couple of months elder to me!!

Now you say to me. What are my chances? Do I even have one?

But the good Lord has been kind to me. He is answering my prayers. I don't want to be smug lest I may do or say something stupid. I have been memorizing Proverbs 5:1-2 for the past one week:

My son, if you listen closely
    to my wisdom and good sense,
you will have sound judgment,
    and you will always know
    the right thing to say

I hope to say the right thing.

My God you know me better than anyone else. You will only do the right thing for me. I ask you to guide me. I have only you. If you think that I can look after a girl, I'm sure you will give her. Thank You for everything.