Finally, I have reached Dubai!! I arrived here,like about 4 days ago.And today was my first day in the new college albeit I went there on 15th, but it was of no use as it was some sort of holiday.Well, there are about 13 students, and including me there are only two boys.The class seems very friendly and i liked it.We had a lecture today, and there I was sitting with little or no clue at all.I wonder how I will catch up!God I trust in You,I will try to play my part, but please be a litle considerate on me.Pleeeeeeeees!
The climate seems tolerable enough.Isnt hot better than cold?But yeah, it depends how hot it gets.
Ok then,..this was just a short update of my life.I hope it will good for me here.
Bye
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Tuesday, 6 October 2009
Did i hurt you?Im so sorry if I did
Yesterday I went to college to break the news that my visa is finally ready to Safiya. Man!! she was so upset.If only I could speak Arabic.It was very emotional and i wont forget it.She said she expected me to say that I would be with her, but it was the opposite.She said its very hard to forget the two years we had together.That no one can replace my place.She kept on asking "Why are you doing this to me?"..She said she sometimes hates me now.That her studies would go down, and the fees given will be a waste.Her eyes became red and tearful.I just totally love you Safiya. I told her that the problem with her is that if she she begins to like/love someone, she will love them without any reserves.That she forgets herself.I told her, its not good that way.That, if she does that way, then she had to suffer a lot in the future.
Safiya, please come to terms with yourself.Safiya, you are a mother and a wife. I was just a friend.Only a friend, nothing more, nothing less.I wont forget you, it will be a shame to forget such a loving, caring, understanding friend such as you.I will always love you.
Safiya, please come to terms with yourself.Safiya, you are a mother and a wife. I was just a friend.Only a friend, nothing more, nothing less.I wont forget you, it will be a shame to forget such a loving, caring, understanding friend such as you.I will always love you.
Monday, 5 October 2009
Well...
Finally, I got the news that my visa is ready...Am i happy? Of course I am...but ill be more when i finally get it in my own hands...so looking forward!!
Thursday, 24 September 2009
Even the Sun sets!..(just a crazy title,thts all )
Its almost my a month since my last post..I had time, but i was lazy basically!!..
Well, let me continue where i left...
On 25th August at around 11:50 pm, Nancy called me to say a goodbye.Bye Nancy, I wish you good luck, and ill pray for you.Thanks for listening to all my rubbish and useless talks..hehe
During the time between then and now, nothing special happened. Except for one thing. I had contacted a college for my admission in Dubai.They said its all right to come and study there.And so I even ended up paying the fees even.So now, here am I, waiting for my UAE Visa.Once i get hold of it.My stay in Ireland is numbered.In fact classes have already started there, so i have to be quick!
But Im not getting too excited about this.Once I get the visa, ill get excited..hehe.Again God plays a role here..is it not God?
My college here have already started on 14th.But i never went.Why should I ? Nevertheless Im sure that Safiya feels sad.She have been saying me to come back.She says there's no one like a friend as me, to her.
Well today,I went to college to see her.She was very happy to see me.And it was only then I told her that I payed the fees for my "future-college".Hearing that, she went silent for a while.I could see that it was kind of painful for her.She said that till today she had a little hope that i will come back,but after hearing this..all hopes are lost. She asked me "Why are you doing this to me?"..haa!..Safiya, I know how much you like me, but things don't always goes as we wish to.She said "I wished I never met you!".She asked "Why are you leaving me alone here?".I reassured her that she is not alone, and she will get used to it.She said "I cant forget you" and that no one can replace me.Hmm..Safiya, I know you are a good friend and Ill always miss you wherever I go..just like you.
So,thats 4 today i guess..ill try to see her again and again..till then, for now,byeee!!
Well, let me continue where i left...
On 25th August at around 11:50 pm, Nancy called me to say a goodbye.Bye Nancy, I wish you good luck, and ill pray for you.Thanks for listening to all my rubbish and useless talks..hehe
During the time between then and now, nothing special happened. Except for one thing. I had contacted a college for my admission in Dubai.They said its all right to come and study there.And so I even ended up paying the fees even.So now, here am I, waiting for my UAE Visa.Once i get hold of it.My stay in Ireland is numbered.In fact classes have already started there, so i have to be quick!
But Im not getting too excited about this.Once I get the visa, ill get excited..hehe.Again God plays a role here..is it not God?
My college here have already started on 14th.But i never went.Why should I ? Nevertheless Im sure that Safiya feels sad.She have been saying me to come back.She says there's no one like a friend as me, to her.
Well today,I went to college to see her.She was very happy to see me.And it was only then I told her that I payed the fees for my "future-college".Hearing that, she went silent for a while.I could see that it was kind of painful for her.She said that till today she had a little hope that i will come back,but after hearing this..all hopes are lost. She asked me "Why are you doing this to me?"..haa!..Safiya, I know how much you like me, but things don't always goes as we wish to.She said "I wished I never met you!".She asked "Why are you leaving me alone here?".I reassured her that she is not alone, and she will get used to it.She said "I cant forget you" and that no one can replace me.Hmm..Safiya, I know you are a good friend and Ill always miss you wherever I go..just like you.
So,thats 4 today i guess..ill try to see her again and again..till then, for now,byeee!!
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
Bye Nancy!
Today is the last day for Nancy here in Irish soil.I wish all my good luck and all my prayers to you "chechi" (elder sister in my language).I called her and send her SMS, but she dint respond.Its Ok, she must b busy.You were a good friend to me too.Thank you!
Sunday, 23 August 2009
A bye-bye
It was a beautiful morning, with lots of sunshine! And yeah I went to see Safiya today in college.I had to wait half an hour outside for her, during which i really enjoyed the sun.
Well, I told her that I may be leaving soon and that this may be our last meeting.But the funny thing is that , she said she had the feeling that its not the last time.I told her not say that and I wanted to leave.She told she will miss me so much, and asked me to stay to complete my studies here.She said, its better for me and better for my mother.I replied saying “let God decide everything”.We talked a bit more and then left.
Safiya, I too will miss you so much if I leave.
Saturday, 22 August 2009
Pure Laziness!!
I was not posting since the past few weeks (a month or so) as there was nothing new or remarkable to be posted and that because i was being lazy to write something here.
Anyways, something is better than nothing, so i thought of posting something…mmm
Well..Nancy will b leaving soon from here.She was a good friend/big sis for me.I wish her good luck and she will be definitely in my prayers (as before)..
Then mmm..O yeah..Safiya is doing her repeats at the moment and she has her last exam tomorrow.I wanted to see her badly, maybe tomorrow I will be able to.It'll be a surprise for her if she sees me.
And yeah..about my departure…its not yet decided.I have tried few colleges, but something or the other comes in between and I leave it..This is also one of the reason why i wanted to see Safiya, cos if I am leaving, it’ll be the last chance of seeing her!! Gosh! I don't have anything to give it to her..only empty hands!!
In the meantime I happened to be in possession of a book kindly given by my aunt.Its “More About Fatima by Rev.V.Montes de Oca, C.S.Sp.”.Its a 2005 reprint of the first one in 1945.Ill suggest this book to both believers and non believers as it contains less religious jargon and to me it seems more of as a history book.But yeah..there are “messages” which either you can believe in..or you can just see it as a fantasy.Its your life and its you wish!
Before even i finish this book, i took another one from my local library.Its titled “Mother of God a history of The Virgin Mary by Miri Rubin.Its a 424 pages book and I wonder if Ill be able to finish it (I don't finish the books i take or start reading…maybe its because I don't get the time or maybe its all an infatuation,although the latter seems more true).
That’s it 4 now!!..Peace
Anyways, something is better than nothing, so i thought of posting something…mmm
Well..Nancy will b leaving soon from here.She was a good friend/big sis for me.I wish her good luck and she will be definitely in my prayers (as before)..
Then mmm..O yeah..Safiya is doing her repeats at the moment and she has her last exam tomorrow.I wanted to see her badly, maybe tomorrow I will be able to.It'll be a surprise for her if she sees me.
And yeah..about my departure…its not yet decided.I have tried few colleges, but something or the other comes in between and I leave it..This is also one of the reason why i wanted to see Safiya, cos if I am leaving, it’ll be the last chance of seeing her!! Gosh! I don't have anything to give it to her..only empty hands!!
In the meantime I happened to be in possession of a book kindly given by my aunt.Its “More About Fatima by Rev.V.Montes de Oca, C.S.Sp.”.Its a 2005 reprint of the first one in 1945.Ill suggest this book to both believers and non believers as it contains less religious jargon and to me it seems more of as a history book.But yeah..there are “messages” which either you can believe in..or you can just see it as a fantasy.Its your life and its you wish!
Before even i finish this book, i took another one from my local library.Its titled “Mother of God a history of The Virgin Mary by Miri Rubin.Its a 424 pages book and I wonder if Ill be able to finish it (I don't finish the books i take or start reading…maybe its because I don't get the time or maybe its all an infatuation,although the latter seems more true).
That’s it 4 now!!..Peace
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